I called it!

I’m not entirely sure if its because of my slightly arrogant previous post about analyzing what Master might do to me on our little trip, but yup…went down almost exactly how I said it would! It was wonderful up there last night I’ll be honest…It wasn’t too hot so there were no mosquitos or anything, just a nice cool breeze blowing in from the lake.

It’s so hard to explain what goes through your head, or rather what doesn’t go through your head after dangling from one ankle for a few hours from a tree in plain view of the lake…and eventually before you know it – its morning. The sun breaks over the horizon and you watch in a daze as it caresses your body that you barely feel anymore.

A journey into subspace…where nothing exists or matters. A piece of meat dangling from a tree. The first little bit, all you think about is time…while your foot goes numb and the ache in your ankle goes from sharp to dull, to a soft dull ache that isn’t so bad, its just constant. Everything hurts for the first bit – and its only later when you get bit by a mosquito, or theres a noise in a nearby bush that snaps you out of subspace for the blink of an eye do you realise you feel no more pain…just an eerie disconnection from your body and reality…it hits you softly that your out in the middle of nowhere, dangling from one ankle from a branch 15 feet in the air, your other ankle pulled back behind you to your neck, and your arms tied in a reverse prayer behind you – in the middle…of nowhere…

My mind is still reeling from the vapid blankness it experienced through that dark night…I always under-estimate what its going to be like – I always seem to think it’ll be a little different…but each time its the same! Albeit this time I didn’t have to deal with ravenous mosquitos ripping me apart all night – thank god. I spent the rest of the day in the “present” positionn looking out over the lake, with a stick shoved up my pussy while Master went out fishing.

I’m glad to be back in the city, and being a slut-maid! :)