You Spoke. We Listened! A Night of Self Bondage Punishment

by Slaveduties
27, May 2010Sharing9 Comments

Self BondageAs you can read in this post – I made a mistake when I setup the forums on my website. You can read the post to find out what I did wrong, but basically – it was pretty stupid. Master gave me a bit of a beating for it, but as you can read in the post, some readers did not think that was sufficient. Master has already made me kneel on many evil things. Including bottlecaps – so he decided to go with something a little new, and definitely still grueling.

Self bondage is one of the most brutal things a slave can be made to do, in my opinion. Why? Because it goes against the very core of our human survival insticts. Sure, my survival insticts should technically get me as far away from my Master who abuses me physically and mentally on a daily basis – but, somehow it’s different than that. I love my Master, as most of you well know – and I love his abuse. I live to serve him. But for one reason or another it’s a completely different story when I’m made to punish myself.

Drawing inspiration from some of these images, Master has made me replicate them myself. It was not an easy task – I wake up sore many mornings, from my hours of being in intense bondage almost every day, but this morning when I woke up it was especially bad due to the grueling position you see to the left. The difference is, I am extremely flexible. From the years of intense bondage, Master has molded my body into something he refers to as a piece of art when I’m tied up. I’d be a great gymnist, I’ll tell you that! With the sole of my foot actually touching the back of my head (as you see this fine slave is attempting to do in the picture to the left) – my arms holding it in place…I remained in that position for well over an hour…it may have been two, but I completely lost track of time. We went through 3 candles…slowly dripping onto my chest, often dribbling down to the tender skin on my stomach – my pussy screaming in pain from the clothespins having been on for far-too-long, my pussy lips stretched to the max as the strings pulled them apart on the clothespins. I’ve undergone far worse torture, and far worse bondage – but I could not slump and let my limbs and flesh be held by bondage. I had to hold it there myself – and about 20 minutes into the position – I realised…I was doing this to myself. It was a whole new level of submission…I was not being held by any bondage…I was being held by the mental command that Master has over me. This is why I believe it’s one of the most brutal things a slave can be made to do. Also, relevent is that Master is far too much of a sadist for the wax to build up on my body – thereby protecting it from further wax. He would peel it off every few minutes, so that every new drop fell on exposed tender already burning skin.

Follow me After the break to see the second Self Bondage Position!

Self BondageThe second position wasn’t so much a position as it was simple self torture. This one was much less strenuous than the first – but it was more brutal in the fact that I had several pots of liquid hot wax, and was made to kneel there and pour them on myself. Master sat next to me, and like I said before – he drew inspiration from these 2 pictures. He made me look up at him much like this poor slave is doing – directly into his eyes. I looked at him as he smiled back at me. His cruel smile sent shivers down my spine as the molten wax splashed all over my already battered and exposed body. The dildo in my pussy mocked me, as everytime I tried to encite it’s pleasures by gyrating my hips, Master would unleash a cane stroke on my theighs. As you can imagine…because I’m such a whore, unable to contain my sexual cravings…my thighs have quite a collection of purple and blue stripes across them this morning as well. Again as before, Master peeled away the wax to expose my skin for each new onslought of wax.

This was my punishment. Thank you for making Master aware of the fact that his first beating was not sufficient for my stupid mistake. I know that sounds sarcastic but I promise it is not. I appreciate your caring enough to take the time to use the forums and tell us what you think and how you feel. Even if it means a night of pure unadaultered hell for me.

Now if you’ll excuse me, Master ordered me to stand on tippy toes outside in the yard in the sun for the afternoon to bronze my skin a bit to be attractive for some friends coming over next week. If it’s anything like last time – if my heels touch the floor, I’ll feel a cattleprod in my side! Yay for me…I’m sure he’ll be enjoying some lemonade in the shade during this little excercise. I hate when he makes me stand on tippy toes for extended periods of time…especially when I’m already this sore from last night :(

Bye guys, I’ll think about your comments as I bake and suffer outside ;)

9 Comments

  1. Admin
    guest
    27 May 10, 3:36pm

    wow…I was one of the people in that post that recommended further punishement. It’s kind of cool to know that I played a part in your torture. I also feel kind of bad, given the brutality of the punishment. Nevertheless I know you won’t ever make that mistake again, so it was definitely worth it!

    I often masturbate when I read your posts, I know thats kinda TMI – but I have to say, that I drew an amazing amount of sexual gratification from this one in particular! How does it feel to know that your readers get off on your living hell? Or…living heaven, as it were? Your pain brings pleasure to so many, and thats truly an amazing thing. I know many people would love to be in your shoes, or in your Master’s shoes!

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    TheClaimedBeauty
    27 May 10, 7:20pm

    Hi! I have a few questions for you…

    1. How many years are there between your master and you?

    2. Whats your real name? Whats your masters’ real name? Or are you not allowed to give out that kind of info…?

    3. Is there anything you dislike about BDSM in particular? Like, a certain fetish that is popular among the commnity but you dislike it for any reason? Does your master dislike anything?

    4. Are you allowed to listen to any kind of music? If so, what kind?

    5. What exactly do you do in your spare time?

    6. What do your parents think of your lifestyle? Do they even know?

    7. Do you have a myspace/facebook/livejournal? If so, can you give me the links (lol)

    8. Do you or your master ever participate in porn that ends up on the internet or on DVDs? If not, why?

    9. Do you live in a nice home? I mean, the house itself. Is it a mansion, two story, an apartment…?

    10. I read your post about your puppy-girl, and I’m sorry to hear that she left, but I have a question about just that: leaving. What exactly do you say to a master if you want to leave? And what if you’re not allowed to talk? Do you just do it and say what you feel, and then go to back your bags? And the masters’ okay with this?

    11. Have you and your master ever thought about making your relationship permanent? Like, getting married?

    12. Are you allowed to read anything (like books)? If so, what kind?

    13, What are your favorite positions/things to do in BDSM?

    14. Ever read The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty by Anne Rice? It’s an erotic BDSM novel, and I’m sure you and/or your master would love reading it.

    Sorry if these questions are too personal… I’m just curious, but I understand if you can’t answer them.

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    ElaineC
    27 May 10, 7:40pm

    Wow! That reminds me so much of the times my dom and I have a session via webcam. He tells me what to do and I have to do it to myself. It’s a whole new level of submission. I’m getting worked up just thinking about it.

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      Slaveduties
      09 June 10, 4:59pm

      I did that a few times as well, before I met Master :)

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    guest
    09 June 10, 11:00am

    What your master should do is string your nipples with thin wire and tie the other end of the string to a tree, or something elevated. This way, when you go down from your tippy toes, your are torturing yourself because the already tightly pulled sting against your nipple, will tear into your flesh… Also by canning your calves at the same time, you can make a game out of it, seeing how long you can last, and when you do fail, the string can remind you just why you’re standing up in the first place.

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      Slaveduties
      09 June 10, 5:01pm

      This is a wonderfully torturous idea. Master has done many very similar things to this. I can’t even remember or fathom how many hours upon hours upon hours I’ve been made either by threat of punishment, or some kind of device like you spoke of, keeping me on my tippy toes. I absolutely HATE IT. My calves and thighs start shaking uncontrollably. Nevertheless I never have a choice in the matter, and the more I hate it – the more Master loves it – so I guess replying to this comment will probably have him do it more often :P

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    masterspet1072
    09 June 10, 11:06am

    My master in an attempt to tan me, tied me horizontally to one of those pig roasters (those wheels that you turn, when cooking a full animal over a open flame. They are generally depicted on TV with the pig or boar having a apple in its mouth while being roasted). The left me there over a flame for what felt like hours. Gratefully, my master was willing to turning me, allowing my entire body to cook evenly. With many burns and a lot of crying and being toward my master (which he actually enjoys to hear), I was left, tan and burned, hanging there until my master felt like letting me down.

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      Slaveduties
      09 June 10, 5:02pm

      Wow that is really intense. Were you burned or marked permenantly? I have several permanent marks of Master, but have never been “cooked” before. Just thinking about it has my pussy wet though. God I hope Master reads this…or do I? Eek…I don’t know anymore!

      Either way, good on you for accepting your Master’s will :) I do hope your ok though and not permanently damaged!

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    The Sadosophe
    24 June 10, 2:04pm

    Hi Slaveduty,

    I just discovered this site while surfing the web for BDSM material and I am absolutely excited! I am into decision to live my life as active Master from now on, after having to stand a lifelong struggle about that. Because I’m new to practical experience, but being very educated in the subject as well, i’d like to change thoughts and get impressions, how to start this – but I don’t know how to get into contact.
    I am a member to alt.com in the meantime, which I discovered by my own. So things are getting more and more real and I’m really excited about that, but a little scary as well. A bit of mental support and an adress to discuss what’s happening would help very much.

    Thx for beeing what you are.

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