News, Updates, And Good Vibes!
What have I been up to?! Well as many of you know I was forced by the realities of life to go on a bit of a BDSM-hiatus, including taking care of the site. Well, I’ve been back and while I haven’t necessarily been updating the site as much as I’d like to, I’ve been busy doing other stuff for you guys! I’m not unveling anything just yet, but I would like to say that I’ve been working on a podcast, which I think many of you will love (I’m hoping!). Also, I’ve been doing a lot of work with Master – taking on a more active role in his work, so I’ve been helping him shoot with Goddess Starla, I’ve been doing video editing, some website updates…basically, I’m starting to be really helpful to him not only as a sex-object, housemaid, frustration-releaser…lol…ya I made that wordcombo up…but you know what I mean. I even get to go down to Wasteland.com this weekend with Master and Goddess Starla, as they are going to be shooting with this girl for two days! I am beyond excited.
Either way, life has been pretty good lately, back-on-track…daily beatings, humiliation, lots of parties in which I’ve been used at…sexually, we’ve gotten right back into the swing of things. All these added things have definitely added some stress and strain, but it’s been fun too…Spending more time with Master while he’s off filming and working, spending more time with Goddess Starla, I have to admit it’s nice to be a slave in a non-sex role as well. I feel even lower, like an unpaid intern lol…There is a surprising amount of grunt work to be done, and being the bitch that has to go do it all, giving Master, Starla and even Randy a break to focus more on whats actually going on is refreshing and highly rewarding.
I’m also still slowly working on a way to upgrade the Slaveduties.com community…I don’t really like to forum structure and stuff, it can be a lot better – so I’ve got a few options, but some of them Master says are pretty expensive, I don’t really know – I don’t even know what minimum wage in Canada even is anymore lol…
So that about wraps it up in regards to whats been going on – I’d like to leave you with a message I got on the Slaveduties.com community (of which I am always available) once again about one of my absolute favorite sites of all time, as I believe it has helped so many BDSM enthusiasts realize their fantasies. So many people get trapped in vanilla relationships and are ultimately unhappy because they cannot live the way they actually want to – whether it be as a Dom or a sub – and because I feel it relates to my last post quite a bit…so here goes:
I apologize in advance if I am using the incorrect way of contacting you, I hope this is not an intrustion. I wanted to send you my experience with finding BDSM in my life, as you’ve said in the past that you welcome it. When I read some of the posts you’ve made about other people finding love through Alt.com I was really wary that it was just bullshit. I had become so jaded from my past experiences with dating that I just did not see any reality or possible truth in anything I read about successful BDSM couples. I didn’t think it was possible. I stopped dating altogether for years because I was just sick and tired of the struggle, the broken heart everytime I learned that whatever girlfriend was weirded out by what I was into, what I wanted to do with her. I know what your thinking…that all I wanted to do was nasty stuff, hurt her, beat her up etc. but when I read your last post about what it meant to be dominant it almost brought me to tears, because I felt in so many ways connected to what you described as a “good dom”. I want to be that good dom, and I know its in me.
Now at the risk of you actually putting this on your site and this sounding like one more of those “bullshit” stories…I swear to go the past several weeks of my life have been like a movie, some love story that is so unrealistic it makes you want to gag. And I’ve been living it. I finally threw my hands up, said fuck it, and joined Alt.com, thinking…at the very least I’ll debunk the myth and that’ll be that. I decided to become a paying member to give it the full whirl, as joining for free is kinda limiting so I wanted to get the full treatment, I am by no means rich, but I’m not struggling anymore either. Well, as I write this I have a woman…a beautiful woman, the most beautiful and perfect person I’ve ever met sitting next to me…no, I shouldn’t say sitting, because she is kneeling. She has been kneeling next to me for nearly an hour without saying a word as I’ve been trying to formulate my thoughts and what I wanted to tell you. Slaveduties, through your passion and your desire to give something back to the BDSM community you helped me find someone of which the likes I never thought I would ever meet. A true submissive, who appreciates me, and how I treat her, who wants me to push her limits every single day.
We’ve only been together a few short weeks, and already I feel so connected to her, she looks up at me and I see true desire and happiness in those eyes. We talk for hours about our lives and what we’ve been looking for, and how we both feel that we’ve found it. I love to give her what she desires, and it feels GOOD to give it to her, not only because it satisfies my own sadism because it satisfies her own desire,.it feels good to give, that is no secret, and so this feels so good on so many levels. She does exactly as I say, when I say it,when I allow her to speak so we can have a conversation she can’t stop talking, she goes on about what this has done for her, and how fulfilled she feels in her life. She wants to quit her job and become my permanent slave,it’s unbelievable, I told her it’s too early for that, and we need to be together at least a couple of years before I’d even consider that, to make sure that when the romance period ends, it’ll still be what she wants.
But – I mean, I spent so many years so jaded and lonely. I feel like I’m pushing a “product” by saying what Alt.com did for me, but in truth, some products are worth telling your friends about, and I truly wish that everyone could be as happy as I and my slave are now – I feel truly bad for those who have not had the opportunity to feel this way, and I know exactly how much it hurts to be so lonely, unable to live the BDSM life that so many of us desire. All I can say is thank you – and hopefully if you post this others will learn from our experiences and find joy themselves. Thank you for your site, I will always be an avid reader. Good night!
I won’t lie…I shed a couple of tears when I read this email, and I felt compelled to post it – Thank you for sending me this, and congratulations on your new-found slave…all the love and happiness to you both, may your dominance guide her for many years to come :)
Stay tuned everyone for the upcoming podcast (which I might actually stream live by the way, if I can figure it out!)