BDSM Out of the Darkness
by Slaveduties
It’s amazing how relatable BDSM is to so many things in life. For example, there is nothing like the fear of the unknown. Humans have always been fearful of that which we did not know and understand. We are afraid of darkness because we cannot easily see predators, our imaginations go wild with the possibilities, our minds must fill up the void of darkness that surrounds us. Many times, it is all just in our heads – perhaps an instictual desire to make sure we are not snuck up upon, a defense mechanism.
In this poor whore’s case…she is not so lucky. She is bound cruelly in Wasteland’s BDSM dungeon, and she damn well knows she is in for something awful. This is one of the most terrible and exhilerating feelings a slave can undergo. It’s terrible to know you are going to experience horrible things, you will be in pain, you will be humiliated, dehumanized…but the calm before the storm is the worse part. Unable to move, bound and completely helpless to change the outcome of what will happen to you.
And then before you know it, it’s all upon you – and you find yourself in love with that awful beast that is doing such terrible things to you. Wasteland once again sends my own mind reeling, my own desires flowing, and reminding me that I am so lucky to have the life that I have! Hope you guys enjoy the video and please do check out Wasteland! Very good friends of Master, I, and Goddess Starla as well, they have like 15 years worth of content…it’s pretty ridiculous – so definitely give them a shot and show some support to the pillars of the online BDSM community :)
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I’m sorry but this was just too much. The dom could have done serious internal harm using a dildo on a pole like that.
And since when did you become simply an advertising site? I keep coming back to your site to read about your experiences not an advert for another site.
I came across you whilst doing research and read through all your posts. I’ve been exploring my own sexuality and was fascinated by your original posts. But no more – I’m definitely not cut out for the submissive lifestyle as portrayed by you.
You say “reality sucks” but you never gave it a chance. According to you you entered into the submissive lifestyle straight from school – real life and school are two very different beings. You may have found that you were happy being submissive without entering into a 24/7 relationship as a slave.
I’m also afraid that you accord your master more respect than he deserves. As I understand it the whole BDSM scene is built upon the premise “safe, sane and consensual” (regardless of position i.e. whether dom/sub or dom/slave) and that the dom has a responsibility towards his sub/slave.
You say all the things you describe are consensual and I have to accept that but the
safe/sane leave a lot to be desired.
Take for example the weekend he had friends to stay. He let a friend fuck your mouth and then didn’t check on you even though you were hogtied and on the floor – what if you’d choked or there had been an emergency?
That same weekend he let his friends beat you senseless – if he was a good master he should have known that you would not use your safe word (you didn’t want to disappoint him) and he should have called a halt to the scene.
By tying you up into extreme poses and then leaving you for hours he risks crippling you (or at the very least prone to arthritis which is crippling when advanced).
You say he takes a calculated risk when allowing others to use you as a fuck toy – he’s OK it ‘s YOU who is at risk of STD’s – of not only the vagina but also the anus and the throat (they do exist and are on the increase).
I’m not even going to start on the “boxing and shelving” – they are too extreme to even contemplate – how you haven’t had a breakdown I don’t know.
My heart ached for you when I read your blog and I shed real tears for your very bleak existence.
I see a troubled and vulnerable teen who was taken advantage of and abused. You are worth so much more than the life you are living. You are obviously not unintelligent and have far more to offer than you give yourself credit for.
I am not writing this from a feminist/women’s lib viewpoint but as one human being to another – we all have fantasies and we need men to fulfill them.
I’ll understand if you’re not allowed to answer this but I would be interested in hearing how your Master justifies himself if he would care to reply.
Sending you hugs (we all need hugs)
Sue xx
p.s what is with all the vinyl clothing in the videos (esp. Starla) -it’s not just a cliche it’s almost a parody of the BDSM lifestyle.
Why do half(or probably more than half) of the world believe that most people who have submissive/masochistic desires have some kind of trauma in their past??? I am primarily referring to “troubled and vulnerable teen taken advantage of and abused”. Let me remind you that she wanted it herself. It was she who initiated it. Sexuality has nothing to do with age and everything to do with maturity and knowing oneself. There are many individuals, myself included, who know from an early age that they are into BDSM (although of course most don’t encounter the term for their fantasies until much later). Only because she was young at the time doesn’t mean she was in any way pressured into it.
That is simply prejudice.
I don’t think you are qualified to tell her that the life she has chosen is wrong, or that her master is not responsible enough. She has said herself that she has been with irresponsible masters in the past, and apparently she had sense enough to understand that and leave. Also, what we read on this blog is only fragments of her life. We are not nearly informed enough to judge her master.
Concerning “real life”: there are millions of people who of different reasons choose other lifestyles than the conventional one you probably live. I do not mean in sexual contexts only, but in all areas of life. There are millions of people who don’t choose to live life as you know it, and that doesn’t even mean that their lives are not “reality”.
I’m not saying I know you’re wrong. Maybe she WAS a troubled and vulnerable teen. (And if she was, perhaps that COULD have something to do with her sexuality and choice of lifestyle, but it could also have nothing to do with it.) I don’t know, and neither do you. What bothers me is that you ASSUME that was the case just because it turns her on the be beaten and humiliated.
I totally agree with you about the vinyl clothing though. It’s awful, not sexy at all, and yes, often on the verge of caricature.
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I was not assuming that there was abuse in her background but referring to the problems she had with previous masters. I make no comment on her sexuality (we’re all different ) but simply that she did not have the chance to explore alternatives – there are many levels of submission. She may have been happy to live a submissive life whilst also doing other things , she may not and 24/7 could well be where she eventually turned but at least she’d know the alternatives.
I was simply concerned as the tone of her writing has become much bleaker and she doesn’t seem as happy with her life.
My comments re her master are purely based on what she has written and were about his apparent disregard of her safety.
“Reality sucks” were her words not mine.
I also did not tell her that her lifestyle was “wrong”, I was not judging her merely expressing an opinion.
You have also jumped to conclusions simply because I expressed distaste for the more hardcore BDSM activities. Not everyone who is submissive is turned on by them. To each his own.
Yes, “reality sucks” were her words.
You say, quite correctly I guess, that she never gave reality a chance. What do you mean by “chance” then?
You have read about 24/7 slavery and decided that that’s not the life you wish to live. I really cannot see the difference. She decided she did not want reality as we know it, and I doubt if she was less informed about reality when making that choice than you were about 24/7 when deciding that’s not your cup of tea.
I don’t want this to be any kind of heated argumentation where we attack each other, and I apologize if I am being rude or anything. I just felt I had to defend her when you questioned her in what I perceived as a very judgemental tone.
Dear,SlaveDuties I love your website and just discovered it last night was up till 3 in the morning reading all your postings and love all the post about your personal exspiriences. Their was post a you made about having to drink and suck the piss out of your masters cock and his friends while they watched a movie.I would love to see you deticate a post talking about that as the story really caught my intrest as a cruel but simple way of punisent. Train_Hearmet
Sorry – I didn’t mean to be judgemental.
I was feeling probably too emotional when I asked questions that I’ve wanted to ask for quite a while. I’d just finished serving on the jury for a trial involving sexual abuse of children. And, yes, I do know the difference between BDSM and abuse.
I’m just very confused I guess and beginning to realise that I’m more Domme than anything else.
Apologies if I’ve upset anyone.
Let’s be friends then :) Maybe I over-reacted… questions like these should be dealt with in a rational and calm way.
Of course asking questions isn’t wrong in itself. On the contrary it should be encouraged it guess. Your impression of her master can be accurate for all I know.
Sexual abuse of children is one of the worst things I can imagine (apart from abuse of animals) and I understand that dealing with such issues is a deeply emotional experience.
You’re a Domme? Cool! :D
Yes I’d love to be friends. :)
I’m a Domme in search of a sub (not a slave, I couldn’t handle 24/7). Whilst enjoying the power I also have a soft side in that I don’t care to inflict too much pain ( teasing and withholding are more me) – comes of being a mother I suppose!lol
I totally agree – abuse of children and animals is something I abhorr. Trust to me to get chosen for a trial like that.
I’m a sub :) Or, maybe a slave.. The relationship with my boyfriend is gradually getting more slave-like. I’m not sure what I am, and I don’t care about labels anyway.
Teasing and withholding really stand for a great deal of the psychological aspect of submission. Personally I am very much into physical pain as well though.
But I guess we shouldn’t be having this conversation here, seems like it’s getting a bit off-topic as regards the blog-post :p
Enjoying your random conversation ladies lol
Hi slave duties- I read this post when you first- well posted it haha and agreed with it so much- I’ve always been so afraid of the dark and but master has never really mentioned ‘using that against me’ until yesterday! We met up (unfortunately we cannot 24/7 for various reasons) and produced a blindfold which he tied over my eyes
before caning me- it was the most exhilarating thing that had ever happened to me and even though by the end of it I was scared and crying because of the pain I felt closer to him than ever- he held me for a few minutes before taking off my blindfold and kissing me all over :) keep posting please- this blog reflects me more than anything else I’ve ever found :)
xxx
Totally cool blog!
Great post and like William said cool blog as well :)
Keep posting!