Being a woman, I can’t help but feel the maternal need pop up once in a while. The need to have a little one grow inside me, completely dependant on me. I’ve dedicated my life to BDSM and being a full-time slave. A slave to a wonderful Master who uses me to my fullest. I get love, lots of love…I get pain, plenty…oh plenty of pain. I appreciate it, I appreciate everything I get!
The lifestyle I live is different than most. And while I wouldn’t change it for the world, and I have no regrets…it isn’t a lifestyle that could ever accomodate having a child. My arms are tied in a reverse prayer position for days at a time. I am constantly beaten and abused, I sleep in a cage I barely fit in, I haven’t walked bare-foot in over a year, I am permanently locked into 6 inch high heels, my mouth and throat is usually filled with a massive penis gag, Master’s urine very rarely goes down the toilet, but instead I happily and lovingly drink every drop…anyway, you get the point. My life isn’t condusive to having a baby.
Today though, I felt that rare maternal instinct…that instinct to have something grow within me, for me to take care of and love. I would of course never bring a child into my life, unless I decided to lead a “normal” lifestyle. Some may think me crazy for my lifestyle, for what I love, and whom I love – but I’m not a looney…I would never even dream to EVER think of bringing a child into this household. It would be wrong. And while there may be some that disagree with me, I think your wrong. BDSM and children DO NOT MIX.
Today I found myself in my cage in the morning as usual, the three padlocks keeping me in my home within a home securely. I found myself half-asleep half dreaming of what it would be like to be a mother. When Master woke up and let me out, and even as he lovingly turned me around as he usually does in the morning, removing the butt-plug and replacing it with his thick cock to have his morning fuck, I dreamed slightly of what it would be like to be a mother. Even as he released his morning piss into my mouth, and even as I did my morning chores, waking up the house slave to start on her chores, and to let the puppy-slave out into the backyard to pee, I thought….what would it be like to be a mother?
My first free moment, I jumped on the computer and started looking for images to satisfy this strange desire…I’ll show you a few of my favorites, and how absolutely beautiful they look. These women are so naturally gorgeous, their big bellies swollen with gorgeous little life. A naked pregnant woman is something to behold…I find it so erotic, and I found my legs hanging off each arm of my chair, one finger rubbing my clit, the other furiously going through the photos.
I just find these women so amazingly erotic. I found an amazing site called Preggolicious.com and the images and video that I watched were just so completely stunning. And I think it actually had the opposite effect, it kind of made me want to get pregnant even more! I suppose everyone has things they want but can never have. Every choice we make ultimately creates our path thereby eliminating possibilities of other things.
I still believe I made the right choice. I don’t think I could live a normal lifestyle. Master had a friend over, and I was pulled out of masturbation session to go serve them lunch and then sit on his friends cock while they spoke, which was nice because I got to have a cock in my pussy, as my ass is reserved for Master alone, he’s not really into BDSM but has been a good friend of Master‘s since they were kids, so he rubbed my breasts softly, and it just made me think more of how it’d be like to be in a normal lifestyle, making love gently and softly, my breasts caressed…Master left the room and his friend took the oppurtunity to cum, which unfortunately was into a condom so I didn’t get to feel the spurt into my cunt, but it was nice to feel it pulsate in my pussy anyway!
Anyway, enough blabbing hehe – I seriously recommend this site, as it has so much stuff to look at and do! And of course, if your more into BDSM, Master’s site is always the best choice!
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