BDSM Lesbian Golden Showers

As a Slave you learn that anything that your Master or Mistress gives you is a gift. You learn never to talk back to them, to bow your head towards the floor when you speak and to obey their every word. Chelsea Chainsaw is the epitome (thank you to emily for correcting my spelling in the comments!) of a Slave who has just begun the long hard route of being trained. This intense session happened during a weekend getaway with Goddess Starla from FemdomBride.com. Chelsea is far from well behaved and often uses coarse language which angers Goddess Starla to no end. It is one thing for your Master or Mistress to swear at you but a completely different thing for you to be the one swearing at them. Not only is it rude but it also challenges their dominance over you so it is pretty obvious why Goddess Starla takes Chelsea’s lack of obedience very seriously and decides to torture her by pissing all over her face.

Chelsea is forced to endure a very hard Lezdom session with Goddess Starla that includes having an anal hook deep in her ass, attached to metal chains from which Goddess Starla can control the hook by pulling on the chains, to having a bowl full of urine presented to her for her to drink. By the end of the day Chelsea’s ass is bright bright red, she’s sweaty, covered in urine and utterly exhausted. Sounds like she had a great day to me!

Extreme Lezdom Weekend

Goddess Starla from FemdomBride.com has gotten sick of touching cocks before. She’s forced Randy into sissification before just for the opportunity to pretend that he was a girl and not the pathetic cuckolded slave with a small dick that he really is. Lucky for Starla, and for Chelsea Chainsaw might I add, that she had the chance to get away for a weekend and have a full fledged Lezdom weekend. You all know I would give anything to be allowed to worship Goddess Starla, but after seeing how badly Chelsea gets punished, I’m starting to rethink that dream of mine. Although I am sure that I would never misbehave as badly as Chelsea and thus would probably not suffer as badly as her. Chelsea is not fully trained yet and this is obvious when she gets caught wearing her Goddess’s clothing and high heels. There’s no bigger insult to a Master or Mistress than to have your slave touch your stuff without your permission. I don’t know how Chelsea thought this would be okay. As a result she suffers greatly, beyond imagination. Goddess Starla is on a war path. After a good spanking, Chelsea’s tongue is forced to stick out of her mouth with chopsticks and Goddess Starla pours hot sauce all over it. Poor Chelsea cannot close her mouth and her pain is visible by the tears in her eyes and the drool dribbling all the way down her chest.

Maybe it was this initial misdeed that made Starla handle her newest slave so roughly, who knows. All I know is that this weekend getaway turned into a brutal Lezdom session for poor Chelsea. I’m sure you’ll agree though that she got exactly what she deserved!

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BDSM vs Femdom

Forced Orgasms vs Tease and Denial

It’s intriguing to me that one of the key elements in female domination is to tease and deny your loser slave. I guess it must be harder for me to understand this because I am usually tortured with forced orgasms until it is almost too painful to cum again. A cuckold though is brought just to the brink of an orgasm and then all sensation is stopped until he can take more without cumming. I can sympathize with this in the sense that Master has teased me and left me unsatisfied, he once spent a whole week ensuring that I was continuously horny and let me just say that it was extremely torturing for me! But I think that tease and denial, or edging must be a hell of a lot worse for a cuckold whose Mistress is cruel like Goddess Starla for example.

Randy has behaved all week and been so obedient that Goddess Starla decides to let him out of his CB-6000 chastity device and to stroke his cock for a bit. Just because Randy has been a good pathetic slave does not mean that he is going to be allowed to cum. In the world of FemdomBride.com, Randy’s cock being let out of chastity and being able to actually feel his Mistress’s hands on it is enough of a reward. I can’t even imagine it. Master, when I am being good and he has chosen to reward me, always makes the reward something meaningful, something that I will strive to be better for. I guess that for Randy, he will strive to be even better and be possibly allowed to orgasm the next time he is let out. I can only vaguely imagine his torment and frustration as he is forced to shove his hard cock back into the chastity device!

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An Internet Match Making Success

Being  into BDSM can be hard on your personal relationships, trust me I know. Once you finally realize that what you really want is not just rough sex but an honest and stern Master, or maybe that you love licking feet, or like to tie people up, the world around you changes. What happens to that girlfriend or boyfriend that you are already with if they don’t accept your wants and desires? Do you blow it off and pretend like you are happy or do you leave the security of your old life and try to find a new one that will fulfill those desires? I’ve seen so many people hide who they are from loved ones and yet they would sneak around behind their partner’s back to get whipped by professional doms. Much like cheating, sneaking around to get whipped and spanked is not right. So many people think that ti is impossible to find someone with whom they can connect and who will share the same fetishes as them. I want to say to all of you non-believers that this isn’t so. You can find someone who will love you as well as take care of your darker side of desire. It’s not easy and sometimes it involves a bit of compromising, but hell what relationship doesn’t?!

I received an email this morning from Subguysissy, who had taken my advice on going to Alt.com and trying to find someone with whom he could play. He had previously been in a serious relationship but when he was comfortable enough to talk about his fantasies his girlfriend completely rejected them. She refused to be the dominant one and even said to him that what she wanted was a ‘man’ and not someone who was weak. Given the horrible ultimatum of pretending to be a manly man all the time or splitting ways so that he could find someone who would understand him better, he made the hard choice of leaving her. I’m a girl and a slave and so I can relate on the submissive level with him. I can related to the fact that you wish and pray that your partner would just spank you harder, you think that maybe you can change them or that they will change and be the dominant Master/ Mistress that you crave and need, but instead you wind up just experiencing rough sex that leaves you ultimately unsatisfied.I’ve been there. I’ve been told by a certain ex-boyfriend that I need to seek psychological help, that I am not normal. I’ve scared boys away after having told them what I really wanted. But you know what, tired as I may have been, so tired that I even considered the fact that maybe they are right and that maybe I should just keep all of this locked deep inside of me, I never did give up hope of finding someone  who would get me. I have to admit that stumbling upon Alt.com was an accident. I was looking for chat rooms and blogs and sites that would form a support network for me. I thought maybe by finding other people like me on the net, I could figure out how they cope. Imagine my surprise when I find this site geared towards people just like me, to help them find partners, masters/ mistresses, lovers and friends.

So Subguysissy emailed me his story but it does not end with a breakup and terrible ending. He emailed me to tell me his story of success. Because he did find a Mistress online who lived near him and with whom he’s completely head over heels with. After 3 months of dating this guy is happier than he has ever been. She’s even keen on the idea of playing with a strapon, something which he thought he would never get to experience! I am so incredibly happy to have read his story. It always makes me happy to see someone like me, overcome all the obstacles and find their place in the world. I just wanted to share this good news with all of you and can only hope that you too, will be able to find a great consensual relationship.

A Foot Fetish Party and the Start of a New Year

So like I said I had a really good time these past holidays. Right before Christmas, Master took me to a little foot fetish party where I was to be a foot model. The basic idea was that I would stand on stage modeling my feet for the guests along with six other slaves. If a guest really likes your feet then he or she could reserve you for 10 or 20 minutes to do whatever they like with your feet. Anything involving genitals required extra money. At first I was very nervous about the whole thing. Because although I recognized a few faces as  being friends of Master who have come by the house before, the majority of people there were strangers. This was one of those times where I am super content that I cannot speak unless told to speak. I’ve never been very good at meeting new people, I’m always too shy.

I also kind of felt as though I was being sold by Master and at first it did hurt my feelings a bit and reminded me of Wasteland’s slave auction. Always the hormonal and worrying female slave, I thought he was perhaps bored with me and so he was pawning me off onto other people. It was only once I started to bring him the money that I was making that I saw just how proud he was to have so many people wanting my feet, I suddenly realized that this was almost like a boost to his ego and that sharing me with them, even though it was for money, made him even prouder of the fact that I am his.

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A Chaste Slave

I feel as if Randy and I have some sort of connection, although I have never spoken to him and doubt that he even knows of my existence. But still, we have so much in common. We’re both owned by our respective Master and Goddess, both given chores to do, both tied up and beaten on occasion, both utterly in love with our owners and we’re both told whether or not we’re allowed to cum. Goddess Starla, is perhaps one of the best Goddesses that I have seen as of yet. She’s everything a slave could ask for, let alone a loser cuckold husband. Having been a fan of this married coupled since they started their site, I’m still amazed sometimes to think of how far Randy has come in his training. This makes me then think back to my beginnings and realize how far Master has been able to get me to come since I first met him.

In this little femdom movie gallery that I’m posting, we see Goddess Starla in all her glory, having taken Randy out of his chastity device and now giving him a foot job with her gorgeous and divine feet. Randy worships her feet like a good dirty little slave and I can just imagine myself in his position, sucking on her red painted toes, running my tongue from her heel, under her arch all the way to the tip of her big toe. It’s too bad for Randy though, since it is possible to ruin a man’s orgasm. Too bad that he is a miserable little man who has no say in his sexual satisfaction because although Goddess Starla is a caring Mistress, she rarely lets him have a satisfying orgasm. If you don’t understand what I mean, just click here to watch the videos!

Femdom Bride’s New Trailer!

Wow, after watching this I was left speechless and  even after watching it another six times, I am still left speechless. Goddess Starla is just so unbelievably hot in this new trailer for FemdomBride.com that I could just cum over and over again as it replays over and over…that is if I were given permission to orgasm of course.  The steel cage chastity device that Randy is wearing in this video has thoroughly made me want to be a man just so that I could wear something so aesthetically pleasing and yet so torturous, cold and uncomfortable. I just love the way Randy’s little pathetic cock bulges out of the sides of the steel chastity cage as Mistress Starla teases him by licking his encased dicklet up and down, and by putting the whole device into her mouth. Goddess Starla, as you all know is one of my favorite Mistresses and this video has just made me love her even more. She’s got such a sadistic and cruel side to her that turns me on and makes me wet just thinking about her. Watching her tease Randy while he’s in chastity makes me wish that I was the slave, forced to abide by her rules, teased beyond my threshold and yet still not allowed to cum. I have a feeling that if I ever got the chance to be dominated by her, she wouldn’t even need to tease my pussy, I would be wet and extremely horny just at the fact of being in her presence, already watching this video is almost too much to bear. Let’s just hope Master lets me have some release tonight.

Cuckold Slave Hand Job Tease

Goddess Starla never lets me down when I watch her as she thoroughly dominates her slave and husband Randy. It’s so rare that Randy gets let out of chastity and even when he is let out it’s never to have an easy orgasm. So  I just know something good is going happen whenever the chastity device comes off his cock. This time was not disappointing since Randy is let out of chastity only to have his suffering increased by  Goddess Starla as she  teases him and abuses his poor little rock hard cock. Starla got out her big flesh colored dildo so that she could demonstrate to Randy how good she is at giving a hand job. Poor Randy, even I cannot imagine how much of a tease it must be to finally have your dick nice and  free and meanwhile be forced to watch your sexy Goddess jerk off a rubber replica of it right next to your all to hard and throbbing cock.  In the end though, Randy is allowed to cum although Starla, perfect Goddess that she is, ruins his orgasm by giving his cock a spectacular smack just as he cums which sends his jizz flying all over the place!

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