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		<title>Introspection in a BDSM Lifestyle</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/05/10/introspection-in-a-bdsm-lifestyle/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 10 May 2011 19:29:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Looking at one&#8217;s self introspectively can be a really difficult thing for anybody. Taking a step back and trying to look at yourself with an objective perspective is not only extremely hard, but I think necessary for all of us to do once in a while. Perhaps even moreso for those of us who live 24/7 in a BDSM lifestyle &#8211; it&#8217;s important to make sure your still on track, and making sure your happy in your circumstances. It&#8217;s good to kind of take inventory of one&#8217;s life, and think about making adjustments if need be. Recently a lot of stuff has changed in my life. I&#8217;m taking more of an integrated role in Masters work. I&#8217;m present on many shoots, I&#8217;ve been getting better at working on the computer, as there is always so much to do to maintain the websites and everything. I&#8217;ve been working really hard on a new version of slaveduties for you guys, namely the entire community aspect and the forums&#8230;it&#8217;s all pretty awesome and amazing. Taking a look at myself, I kinda like what I&#8217;m becoming. Don&#8217;t get me wrong&#8230;I&#8217;m still beaten on a daily basis, humiliated to tears, spend hours in bondage&#8230;but on top of all that, I find myself a lot more productive and contributing more to our household. That isn&#8217;t to take anything away from the house slave, she has her role, just as I do. Master enjoys her in her role, and we both must accept his judgement. I also find that having to use my brain more is really difficult&#8230;but I enjoy the satisfaction when I am done a task on the computer for example, I crawl over to Master, and I can shut off my brain as he invades my throat with his member. I gag, my eyes water, and I can go to that place where I don&#8217;t need to think&#8230;just linger in the moments of pain and humiliation. It makes me appreciate the time I spend in bondage, my muscles aching &#8211; every second feeling like an hour, yet it never feels like it&#8217;s long enough. I beg with Master to just leave me in until tomorrow&#8230; It&#8217;s teaching me that balance is so important. One makes you appreciate the other so much more. So I&#8217;m happy to be becoming more balanced, mainly of course because it&#8217;s what Master wants. He is happy that I&#8217;m evolving like this, and so ultimately that is what is making me the most happy. I just wanted to post a quick update to let you all know that some cool things are coming, and life has been good! Also in response to some comments on my previous post, I&#8217;m not ignoring you &#8211; I&#8217;m going to dedicate a post to talking about some of those points of discussion :)]]></description>
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		<title>BDSM Out of the Darkness</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/04/27/bdsm-out-of-the-darkness/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 27 Apr 2011 17:37:46 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s amazing how relatable BDSM is to so many things in life. For example, there is nothing like the fear of the unknown. Humans have always been fearful of that which we did not know and understand. We are afraid of darkness because we cannot easily see predators, our imaginations go wild with the possibilities, our minds must fill up the void of darkness that surrounds us. Many times, it is all just in our heads &#8211; perhaps an instictual desire to make sure we are not snuck up upon, a defense mechanism. In this poor whore&#8217;s case&#8230;she is not so lucky. She is bound cruelly in Wasteland&#8217;s BDSM dungeon, and she damn well knows she is in for something awful. This is one of the most terrible and exhilerating feelings a slave can undergo. It&#8217;s terrible to know you are going to experience horrible things, you will be in pain, you will be humiliated, dehumanized&#8230;but the calm before the storm is the worse part. Unable to move, bound and completely helpless to change the outcome of what will happen to you. And then before you know it, it&#8217;s all upon you &#8211; and you find yourself in love with that awful beast that is doing such terrible things to you. Wasteland once again sends my own mind reeling, my own desires flowing, and reminding me that I am so lucky to have the life that I have! Hope you guys enjoy the video and please do check out Wasteland! Very good friends of Master, I, and Goddess Starla as well, they have like 15 years worth of content&#8230;it&#8217;s pretty ridiculous &#8211; so definitely give them a shot and show some support to the pillars of the online BDSM community :) &#160;]]></description>
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		<title>FemdomBride Galleries</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/04/14/femdombride-galleries/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 14 Apr 2011 17:59:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Some fresh new movie galleries from my amazing friend whom you should all know and love by know, Goddess Starla and her site Femdombride.com. She updates her site twice a week with new movies, as well a femdom/chastity/cuckolding/sissy related story as well as article every week! Definitely check out the galleries, they are a very small sampling of what she puts out there, and to be honest, putting herself out there as much as she does with her sissy hubby Randy, is truly awe inspiring. To make one&#8217;s lifestyle so public is something that I truly admire, and I know many of you do as well. I want to support her as much as I can, and posting on my site is one of the ways I can do that&#8230;I hope you guys support her too &#8211; because she does some really important stuff for the BDSM/alternative lifestyle. Check out the movies below, and please do post in the comments here what you think, and of course check out her site!]]></description>
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		<title>Bound Realizations</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/03/15/bound-realizations/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Mar 2011 16:23:46 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[As some of you may know, I am almost permanently restricted in some kind of bondage. I spend hours a day tied up in grueling positions, but even when I&#8217;m not, I am usually in shackles, or these neat little things that Master crafted that fit around my foot that if I put my heel down (forces me to stay on tippy toes) some very nasty spikes await my feet. I was lounging around yesterday, and just in a bit of a day-dreamy state of mind, being the vapid, objectified, non-thinking slave toy that I always wished to be when suddenly&#8230;I became very aware of my restraints. They are not particularily tight, they simply remove my ability to walk anywhere quickly or stretch out &#8211; and I spent a long time looking for somewhat descriptive photographs so you all could get a good idea. I became very aware of my restraints for some reason, I looked down and saw my usual cuffs that have a long chain down to my ankles, which have a chain between them aswell. Basically I can stand up and walk but my hands cannot go above my waist. I wear these a lot, so it was kind of weird to suddenly become aware of them. It made me start to think about my position, I thought about Master &#8211; being free and unbound, able to walk wherever he wanted, being able to look people in the eye and say whatever he wants to say. I cannot do either of those seemingly very simple things &#8211; I don&#8217;t know why it just dawned on me, the idea of being so restricted in so many different ways, but taken out of a D/s context &#8211; it felt strange, very strange. If you look at the norm, then look at a D/s lifestyle like I live&#8230;it&#8217;s a little crazy. I suddenly got this out of context, outside-looking-in understanding of the small things and the big things in my life. It made me feel very strange, and here&#8217;s the kicker &#8211; The strangeness felt good. Really good. It was like the first time you realize you have a fetish. Your like &#8220;Oh I like feet! Wow look at this whole new exciting world for me to explore!&#8221;. I felt like I had re-discovered the D/s lifestyle, somehow &#8211; like I had gotten used to and taken for granted my life as a slave. I thought about the time late last year and early this year where I was forced to exit this lifestyle for a period of time, and how miserable and terrible it was &#8211; and how good it felt just to be lying there shackled naked, unable to stand flat footed, unable to look another human in the eye. I also realized how lucky I am to be able to have Slaveduties.com &#8211; a place with such an amazing community, a place for me to vent my thoughts, and communicate to likeminded people&#8230;people who understand. I don&#8217;t...]]></description>
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		<title>News, Updates, And Good Vibes!</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/02/15/news-updates-and-good-vibes/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Feb 2011 21:40:17 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[What have I been up to?! Well as many of you know I was forced by the realities of life to go on a bit of a BDSM-hiatus, including taking care of the site. Well, I&#8217;ve been back and while I haven&#8217;t necessarily been updating the site as much as I&#8217;d like to, I&#8217;ve been busy doing other stuff for you guys! I&#8217;m not unveling anything just yet, but I would like to say that I&#8217;ve been working on a podcast, which I think many of you will love (I&#8217;m hoping!). Also, I&#8217;ve been doing a lot of work with Master &#8211; taking on a more active role in his work, so I&#8217;ve been helping him shoot with Goddess Starla, I&#8217;ve been doing video editing, some website updates&#8230;basically, I&#8217;m starting to be really helpful to him not only as a sex-object, housemaid, frustration-releaser&#8230;lol&#8230;ya I made that wordcombo up&#8230;but you know what I mean. I even get to go down to Wasteland.com this weekend with Master and Goddess Starla, as they are going to be shooting with this girl for two days! I am beyond excited. Either way, life has been pretty good lately, back-on-track&#8230;daily beatings, humiliation, lots of parties in which I&#8217;ve been used at&#8230;sexually, we&#8217;ve gotten right back into the swing of things. All these added things have definitely added some stress and strain, but it&#8217;s been fun too&#8230;Spending more time with Master while he&#8217;s off filming and working, spending more time with Goddess Starla, I have to admit it&#8217;s nice to be a slave in a non-sex role as well. I feel even lower, like an unpaid intern lol&#8230;There is a surprising amount of grunt work to be done, and being the bitch that has to go do it all, giving Master, Starla and even Randy a break to focus more on whats actually going on is refreshing and highly rewarding. I&#8217;m also still slowly working on a way to upgrade the Slaveduties.com community&#8230;I don&#8217;t really like to forum structure and stuff, it can be a lot better &#8211; so I&#8217;ve got a few options, but some of them Master says are pretty expensive, I don&#8217;t really know &#8211; I don&#8217;t even know what minimum wage in Canada even is anymore lol&#8230; So that about wraps it up in regards to whats been going on &#8211; I&#8217;d like to leave you with a message I got on the Slaveduties.com community (of which I am always available) once again about one of my absolute favorite sites of all time, as I believe it has helped so many BDSM enthusiasts realize their fantasies. So many people get trapped in vanilla relationships and are ultimately unhappy because they cannot live the way they actually want to &#8211; whether it be as a Dom or a sub &#8211; and because I feel it relates to my last post quite a bit&#8230;so here goes: Greetings Slaveduties, I apologize in advance if I am using the incorrect way of contacting you, I hope this...]]></description>
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		<title>Slave Ava Gets BDSM Abused</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/01/18/slave-ava-gets-bdsm-abused/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2011 15:45:38 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>Japanese Shibari Bondage Gallery</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2011/01/18/japanese-shibari-bondage-gallery/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2011 15:30:30 +0000</pubDate>
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		<title>Reality Sucks</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2010/12/21/reality-sucks/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2010 19:39:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Reality Sucks, Period. Like the scared clown in this picture &#8211; I recoil from it&#8217;s cold embrace, I fear the onslaught of responsibilities and hardships that it entails. I fear it, I want to deny it. I much rather be beaten to tears, than face the realities of the outside world. I rather lay mindlessly in a box for weeks on end, than face the responsibilities that the reality of the world. And yet&#8230;like many of you, like anyone&#8230;sometimes, we just need to stand up, and let it slam into you, and do your best the weather the storm, to try and not collapse under it&#8217;s weight. Where have I been? I&#8217;ve been in reality&#8230;and it sucks. I won&#8217;t bore any of you with the details, but the bright side is that I belive it&#8217;s nearly over. I have somehow made it to the other side &#8211; of course with the help of Master, whom without &#8211; I would never have been able to deal witha fraction of what I had to. His unrelenting strength and resolve kept me upright through these hard times. To all of you in the Slaveduties.com community &#8211; as well as those many readers who choose to remain anonymous, thank you. Many of you have extended your love and support and I appreciate it more than any of you will ever know. Thank you for sticking with this community during my absence &#8211; though in truth, I may have given all of you the venue&#8230;you all have made it what it was, not I&#8230;so thank all of you for being who you are. I&#8217;ll be updating the site regularly again after the holidays, so Merry Christmas, Happy Hannukah, Happy Quanza, and anything else you want to celebrate&#8230;happiness, love, and health throughout the holiday season&#8230;and hopefully a little kink mixed in there as well ;)]]></description>
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		<title>Glazed Over</title>
		<link>http://slaveduties.com/2010/09/30/glazed-over/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 30 Sep 2010 18:19:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Click the Thumbnail to Watch the Movie That glazed over look &#8211; a look that many BDSM submissives have probably had at one time or another. Eyes devoid of caring, understanding, control &#8211; eyes obviously filled with pure resignation. I know this look well, of course I don&#8217;t know when I&#8217;m actually doing it &#8211; but I usually realize it after it&#8217;s faded. It&#8217;s a feeling of absolute surrender, in which one gives up everything to the one who owns them. You can see it in this beautiful Japanese girl&#8217;s eyes &#8211; she has given up her body, mind, and soul to the man who is obviously taking advantage of her. She no longer has any choice or free will &#8211; and rightfully so. This particular gallery from ForbiddenEast.com which sparked this desire to speak about this all too familiar look got me especially frustrated. Seeing the resignation in her eyes made me feel that all too familiar warm feeling in my pussy. (which for those of you who have been in the web chat with me recently know is not all to uncommon, with me in chastity for the past several weeks) &#8211; but regardless, these clips of video from ForbiddenEast.com do well to represent that kind of resignation and surrender that many slaves aim to achieve. Surrendering oneself to their superior is a common theme in Japanese BDSM, which is why the culture and it&#8217;s kinky dynamics enthrall me so much. Often this feeling, and the glazed over eyes that accompany it come after a large amount of pain is inflicted. Often times after a good caning &#8211; Master revels in my eyes looking beyond the walls of our home &#8211; in a headspace that is essentially empty. Where caring for one&#8217;s physical form quite literally, no longer exists. It is pure surrender to one&#8217;s physical situation &#8211; and I suspect that it&#8217;s a safety mechanism in us that essentially shuts us off, during times of great pain. Pain is not the only catalyst for this phenomenon &#8211; as in this movie, her surrender is not due to great physical pain &#8211; I think it&#8217;s more of a surrender to one&#8217;s situation. She has been made to do things (which aren&#8217;t all displayed here, gotta see the whole movie for that) that she had no desire to do, which hurt her, and humiliated her &#8211; which I can speak from experience, after that much abuse &#8211; your body reacts to shelter you from the onslought, and soon you find yourself in a different reality&#8230;seeing the things through your eyes, seeing your body abused, and your dignity shattered &#8211; but&#8230;distant&#8230;not really caring. The first picture at the top of the post is actually the last in the sequence below, I put it at the top because I wanted to display the look I&#8217;m referring to, after all her abuse, she is bathed and has obviously surrendered by that point&#8230;and I couldn&#8217;t think of a better feeling in the whole...]]></description>
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		<title>In BDSM Storage</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 13 Sep 2010 17:28:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Blinding darkness&#8230;deafening silence&#8230;the only sensation I&#8217;ve known for god-knows-how-long is the feeding/breathing tube being fed through my ball gag being filled. I suck greedily and am rewarded with some kind of pureed food, liquified by a blender by Master. These are the only times when I am assured that I haven&#8217;t been forgotten. But during the long stretches of time, that feel like forver &#8211; my mind wonders&#8230;have I been forgotten? How long as it been? Seeing nothing, Hearing nothing&#8230;for so long, or so it seems. One week and five days&#8230;completely and utterly alone, and yet &#8211; so close to other people. Those people having no idea of my presence. What the heck am I talking about? I&#8217;m talking about house guests&#8230;that have no idea about Master&#8217;s BDSM lifestyle. And so he thought it would be an opportune time to once again fulfill my fantasy &#8211; about being boxed and shelved. Let me be the first to say, that fantasy is not always what its made out to be, when made a reality. I always remember being caged or boxed for long periods of times fondly&#8230;but each time it happens again, I remember the horrors. The horrors that my own feable mind puts me through, throughout my storage. The picture above is about as close as I could find to my own predicament. Strikingly close, in fact &#8211; which is no surprise as Master is always inspired by such images. The most humiliating part? being let out, and my first task is emptying the buckets of my waste that had sat &#8211; sealed next to my box all this time. I&#8217;m used to catheters, but the tube connecting to the open-hole buttplug that essentially was an extension of my bowels &#8211; feels now like a phantom limb. It was removed of course when I was released, but having had it in so long, it feels like something is missing&#8230;if that makes any sense! So this is where I&#8217;ve been, and why I&#8217;ve essentially been missing for the last week and a half or so. It felt much longer, I assure you&#8230;many times I thought months had gone by. Drifting in and out of sleep so many times, no daylight to measure&#8230;being blind, and unable to hear, nor feel anything for so long &#8211; it was amazingly disorienting. Not being able to move even an inch, being blocked by straps and padding &#8211; holding me tight. I was packed in the garage, some gym equipment stacked on top of me, hiding the tubes that fed into the buckets, I&#8217;m sure Master&#8217;s guests walked past me many times &#8211; completely unaware that a human lay there &#8211; packaged, in storage like some object, until their departure. When I put on the lycra suit that covered my entire body, I was shivering with excitement. I could not wait until the claustophobia inducing tightness of everything was sealed around me. Like a slow-moving ritual &#8211; with each piece of equipment added to my body,...]]></description>
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