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Encased

Encased. Your most crucial senses robbed from you. Lying there without a choice in the world as to what you can do to change your predicament. How do you think Leila feels laying there, being forced to orgasm time and time again, over and over again. She can do nothing to alter her situation at all. She is completely encased – she doesn’t even know where she is. Is it night, or is it day? When will someone come? How much time has passed? These are just a few of the questions that go through your head. They get crazier and crazier the longer you remain encased. Will they come back? Is what you eventually begin asking yourself.

I should know…I’ve been encased for days at a time in my life as a slave. I look at this video and I see myself. And I sit here, my pussy dripping like the whore that I am. Wasteland.com produced this video – I’ve spoken of them many times, as you well know – not only because Master is friends with the film makers – but rather because their videos are far more real, using real people, doing real things as opposed to many other websites I’ve come across. Maybe it’s the fact that I know for a fact that they use real lifestyle people instead of "models" – My pussy doesn’t get wet when I know they are people not into BDSM acting like they are into BDSM…it dries me right up. Maybe thats why Wasteland videos just do it for me.

Here’s some of the outstanding photography that goes along with the video. I actually recently learned that Wasteland’s photographer is a woman – a brilliantly talented woman! In what seems like a "male dominated" world – it’s nice to know there is a female presence there. As a slave, I know well that a female presence helps me to feel more taken care of. Even when I’m getting viciously beaten – but it’s good to know there is someone like that for all the poor (or lucky) girls that find themselves within the walls of Wasteland.

Steak and BDSM Blowjob Day!

Whether Master Johnny is displaying his goods (his slave Debbie) for Wasteland.com or Animalizm.com – the results are always spectacular. They are a lifestyle couple, and they have done stuff for many of Master’s friends such as the 2 websites mentioned. I absolutely love this couple – especially when slave Debbie is a puppy girl. I’ve spoken about them before, of course – but I wanted to share this gallery specifically from animalizm.com as that site specializes specifically in petplay BDSM

Searching for a new BDSM Pet

I’m sad to say that our puppy-girl has left us. She had some obligations at home and decided that it would be best to go her own way, start a new life. I was so sad to see her go, I had really enjoyed taking her for strolls in the backyard and teaching her new tricks. Master threw a little party for her where she was allowed to be dressed normally and to speak. It was so strange to see her fully clothed, standing upright! And even stranger to hear her speak human words!!! I felt a little odd at the fact that here she was now a normal person enjoying supper with Master, while I sat next to the table at Master’s side.

I would be lying if I said there wasn’t a part of me which was slightly jealous of her. It’s not that I want to leave Master. I love my life here. I’m not really sure what it was that was making me jealous. It might have not been jealousy at all but a feeling of being betrayed. I can still remember the first day that Master showed me her profile on Alt.com, how apprehensive and curious I was about the idea of having a puppy-girl in the house.  She’s been my companion for so long now and it was nice having a slave under me. Perhaps I feel betrayed by the fact that I remain here true to myself and she left me here, alone. But don’t mistake my negative feelings, I am also extremely happy for her. I’m so excited to hear how her new life is getting along!

A couple of days after she left us, Master asked me if I would like to get another BDSM pet to replace her. I was honored that he asked me my opinion and told him so as well as that that was his decision and not mine to make. Master said that he would start to look around on Alt.com but that he wasn’t in a rush to find a new pet just yet. He even said that maybe we will find something different like a puppy-boy or kitten-girl. I asked if maybe we would even get a Pony-girl, because I am so utterly intrigued with them and Master just laughed at me saying that we don’t have the space or accommodations to keep one. I guess he’s right since I don’t see us installing a barn in the backyard!

Until Master finds a new pet to come live with us it is just me and the other house slave. I get kind of lonely. The first couple of days I would find myself looking around for the puppy-girl only to remember that she’s gone now. Master has increased my chores and my training sessions, I think in hopes that I will be distracted enough not to feel too sad. It’s hard to feel sad when you are writhing and screaming in pain and pleasure!I’m sorry for this not being the most exciting post, I just wanted to share what’s been going on in our house recently. I promise my next post will be better and I’ll keep you up to date on Master’s quest on Alt.com to find a new pet!

xox,

SlaveDuties

Purposely Misbehaving in BDSM

I’m going to share a little secret with you guys since Master already knows my vices. Sometimes I get bored of being a perfect little slave bitch. Sometimes Master will go two weeks without punishing me because I am doing such a good job and also because he’s just terribly busy. Two weeks without one rough spank or BDSM session! So what do I do to ensure that I get some extra attention whether it be good or bad? I purposely misbehave. Last week, I was ironing Master’s dress shirts because he was going on a weekend business trip. As I was ironing I thought about things that I could do to make him pay more attention to me so I burned his shirts…each and every one. I just held the iron on each of them until there was a beautiful black imprint of the iron on each one. As I was doing it I felt really good about it. I felt like I was releasing some anger and frustration but once I was done hanging them up, (and yes I hung them up to make sure he would only see them once he started to pack his bag), I started to feel scared. I knew Master would be angry with me and after all of his BDSM training, the fear of displeasing him runs strong through to my very bones. But I did it anyways and when he came home that day I didn’t say a word. I waited, never knowing when he was going to see the ruined shirts. Not even knowing whether he would punish me before he left or when he got back. The anxiety alone was almost worth my little misdeed. What I did not expect was my punishment. I misbehaved against him, mischievously, to get some attention but what Master had waiting for me was something I thoroughly did not want.

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A Different Kind of BDSM Suspension

I think you’ll all agree with me that seeing Ava in this absolutely vulnerable position cannot get any hotter! With her hands shackled above her head and her thighs shackled on either side of her so that her feet cannot touch the ground and she’s forced to suspend above the floor with her legs wide open, exposing her tight little cunt, she’s the perfect picture of helplessness. Master Eric X never ceases to surprise me in his ability to not only create a situation in which his slaves are completely at the mercy of his every whim but also the beauty of which he sets up his slaves. It’s really art if you look at the way she’s suspended, her pussy lips spread open, her mouth gagged so that she cannot yell. I have always loved watching Master Eric X at work and this free BDSM video gallery if no exception! I’d say it’s one of his best sessions with Ava while at Wasteland.com! I won’t say anymore about it or else I’ll probably ruin it for you, just Click Here or on the picture bellow to check out the free movies!

BDSM Rope Loving Slaves

I’ve come to realize that it has been awhile since Master has gotten his supply of rope and bound me in nearly impossible positions of submission. Recently all of our play sessions have been about physical pain and humiliation and I thought I’d never say this but I do miss the trance like state that I would go into when bound over long periods of time. Although rope bondage is not necessarily immediately painful, it is more of a building pain which increases the longer you are forced to stay in any given position, it takes a lot of trained tolerance to be able to endure hours of  being unable to move an inch. Every time you move the ropes get tighter and you soon learn that resistance is futile. It was in my reminiscing about being forcibly tied up in ropes that I found this beautiful BDSM rope bondage gallery on RopeSlaves.com. I’m sharing it with you guys in hopes that you understand and appreciate not only the training that a slave like me needs to be able to be restrained like this for long periods of time and the flexibility it takes but also to appreciate the utter beauty of this kinky type of art. Because it really is an art form you know! I hope Master will read this post and maybe surprise me with some mult- colored rope!! Ahhh I might have just gone too far in saying that and I’m sure I’ll get punished for this one ;) Enjoy!

CLICK HERE TO SEE THE FULL MOVIE GALLERY!

Lezdom BDSM with Mistress Irony

Master hasn’t loan me to Mistress Bella yet but I have to admit that I am really excited to spend the day with her again. I’m sure she is going to be a very stern and demanding Mistress even though she was so nice to me when we went shopping. I kind of imagine her being like Mistress Irony, or at least that’s what I am hoping for, and yes I know that as a Slave I should have no expectations. It’s just that I can’t stop thinking about her and her long perfect hair. I’m really curious about what her dominant side will be like. aster assured me that I will not have an easy time with her and has taken the liberty of increasing my punishments saying that I need to be trained harder if I am going to be allowed to go service her. So recently I’ve found myself watching a hell of a lot of Lezdom hoping to get some ideas of not only what to expect but how to better please Mistress Bella when the chance comes. I found this sexy hardcore pain session with Mistress Irony and Trisha Uptown.

Mistress Irony is so stern with Trisha and shows no mercy as the zaps her and beats her. Trisha is the perfect slave however and obeys her Mistress perfectly.  I can only hope that I will be as deserving as Trisha is when I get to serve Mistress Bella. I especially love when Mistress Irony forces Trisha to worship her heels. There’s just something about being on your hands and knees and looking up at your Mistress as you lick and suck on her leather stilettos that drives me crazy. The one thing I love more then a pair of kinky high heels is the female foot, perfectly arches and flawless. The more I think about it, the more excited I get at the idea of being allowed to suck on Mistress Bella’s toes and to wash her dirty feet with my tongue! Ahh well I’ll leave you to enjoy the pictures I posted bellow,  if you want to see more just go to Wasteland.com. And by the way Master bought Rupert a little mini jail cell for his tank and he loves it!

Shopping with Mistress Bella

So today I managed to somehow get all of my chores finished with really early which included cleaning the bathroom, the living room and Master’s bedroom. I did all the laundry, folded and ironed and have even managed to clean the puppygirl and put her into a clean suit. All this to say that I think I finally have time to tell you guys about my big shopping mall experience! As you recall I made a whole lot of money for Master at a foot fetish party, 650$ to be exact. So the day after the party Mistress Bella and I took my 550$ to the mall. Mistress Bella really reminds me of Mistress Eris from Everydayslaves.com. Her hair is darker, jet black, but her face reminds me so much of Mistress Eris, especially her plump red lips.

I know I have suggested that I am comfortable going to the grocery store and shops around our house but going to a crowded mall is entirely different. It didn’t help either that Master told Mistress Bella to pick out an outfit for me which happened to be a revealing black corset, stockings and a black leather mini skirt that has a sewn in lace slip, oh and of course my black lacy collar since in her words “people will stare if you wear your posture collar”. As if they weren’t going to stare enough with what I was wearing! Taking off my posture collar made me feel even more exposed, I haven’t taken it off in so long. My neck felt naked and vulnerable. I found myself starting to get very anxious about going to the mall, it is bad enough that malls are always crowded and I get self conscious around people but to be dressed like that and forced to go out was almost unbearable. Mistress Bella disagreed with me and told me that she wants people to see me as the slut that I am. I guess I should have known that this was going to be far from a pleasant experience. My feelings changed though when I realized that Mistress Bella was dressed almost the same as me. She’s a proud woman and has never been afraid to be herself. Dressed in a short midnight blue dress and fishnets to match, she looked like a movie star with her long black hair cascading halfway down her back. I will admit that I find her extremely attractive and that her calling me a slut made my pussy start to get wet. I had a feeling then, that this was going to be a very interesting day.

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