servitude

Servitude

It’s been a long time since I questioned my life. When I first got into this relationship with Master, I would question it often. I would be kneeling there, accepting a vicious beating – by some form of torturous implement…tears streaming down my pretty face, and I would ask myself silently in my head “Why am I doing this?”. Slowly but surely, the questions went away. The more Master abused me, used me, and most importantly – loved me. It may seem like Master is always harsh with me…and, well – he is with me, quite a bit – but he is also very loving. He rarely abuses me, just to abuse me. Like I wrote about in this post – sometime I’m so good of a slave that he can go quite a while without beating me, or torturing me, or punishing me, that I do things to inflict it upon myself.

It’s been a long time since I questioned my life. Last night – I kneeled in front of Master with a cup of coffee (hence the picture I found) and I found myself questioning my life for the first time in a long time. I asked “Why am I doing this? He is all comfortable in his couch, while I kneel here – my knees hurting, simply because he hasn’t felt the need to take his coffee yet, so I must suffer kneeling here. Why am I doing this?” And the remarkable part was that I had the answer…for the first time in my life, when I questioned my life – I had the answer. Maybe it just took all this to get here, to have that answer.

Follow me after the break to find out what my answer was. (more…)

A Full Week of Slave Training

Training of O is one of my favorite websites…I’ve written about them a few times, and happened to cross paths with this tremendous site once again. I noticed that Princess Donna who has been a domme for god knows how long and has been an object of my admiration for as long as I’ve been browsing the internet. Master knows I am fully bi-sexual and understands that I crave to worship women as much as I do men – and as I’ve stated in the past, true love is understanding one’s needs. Master often invites his female dom friends over to use and abuse me, and as you may also know from previous posts I have an undying foot and shoe fetish.

Back to the point, I’ve always wanted to worship Donna, so this particular series of videos really shocked me into a whole slew of new fantasies as for the first time I see Donna as a slave! Upon searching further now, I have found a few more videos of her as a sub, but her in 4 days of training on the Training of O is simply staggering.

The thing that really gets me about these people is that they really all work together – they have their offices and whatever that they do…so to think that for 4 days they could do these amazingly beautiful things to Donna, and then when it’s done to be able to sit next to each other in the office. It reminds me of the days that many of you have become familiar with. The days of basically being a whore at school with my friend. Forcing ourselves into the life of common prostitutes, sucking cock in the bathrooms at lunch, and then sitting next to those very same boys in class.

I highly recommend Joining this site. you will NOT regret it!