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Entertaining House Guests

Doing chores, and the regular day-to-day of being a lifestyle 24/7 slave is amazingly fulfilling to me. I have purpose, I have goals, I fulfill all Master’s desires – and in turn, it fulfills me. But when Master has guests come over, and inevitably I myself am the entertainment…the life of a slave becomes drastically more interesting! This past weekend Master had several friends over from out of town – all BDSM enthusiasts, and all have come into visit – but never have they all come at once. I can honestly say that I was quite the busy little bitchslave.

So what does this video have to do with this experience? Well – the upperfloor.com is kind of like a 24/7 haven for experiences like I had this weekend. And I figured to go along with this post it’d be nice for you to have some kind of visual representation. Watching some of their videos which I’ve graciously been given, is like watching myself – like if there was a camera in our household this weekend…it would’ve looked something like this. Which to be honest – is so amazingly hot to me. And the amazingly cool thing is that you can watch a lot of it live…or watch the live stuff that’s been archived. All in all a very strong website that does a good job of showcasing intense orgies and BDSM. Go check it out right now!

Anyway on to my experience from this weekend…Master picked them up from the airport late on friday night. I was already hogtied in my cage, in Master’s bedroom – he assumed they would want to pack it in early for the night after a long day of travel. I was awoken by Master and one of his friends, and quickly removed from my cage, at which time Master’s one friend that had come into the room with him admired my hogtie. My toes touching the back of my head impressed him greatly, and I imagine turned him on quite a bit. I think Master got the picture, so he said "enjoy" and patted his friend on the back and walked out of the room. Needless to say my throat got a work-out for the next 15 minutes or so as his cock rammed it hard and deep over and over and over again, it actually made my throat quite sore – but seeing as my toes were touching the back of my head, and my arms firmly below my legs behind my back…I did not have much say in the matter – nor did I want it. Master took advantage of my throat in this position many times, so not only was I used to it, I quite enjoy the position and the hardships that come along with it.

The rest of the evening was unevfentful as I was left with a cummy face on the floor in the room – neglected – until the next morning when Master awoke me at 6AM untied me, but surprisngly didn’t use me as his toilet – I can only assume because my face was still full of dry cum from the throat fucking several hours earlier. He untied me and had me go clean myself up, toss on some latex, and get breakfast started. So off I went and put on my latex maid’s uniform and 6" heels…to start with breakfast. About 10 minutes later the house slave came out of one of the guest bedrooms…looking extremely disheveled. Obviously one (or more) of them had made good use of her. She kneeled down low at my feet (as I do rank higher than her in the household) and asked me if she could please go clean herself up before starting her duties. I agreed and off she went. The rest of the morning was pretty boring, as all Master’s friends were pretty hung over from the late night and they had all emptied their loads into us numerous times so they were satisfied. We all hung out, they talked…we served snacks and served as foot rests, Master showcased a few bondage positions on me – which was fun because he always goes a little further to impress other people, so I was stretched and bent and contorted quite severely – even for me.

One very fun part was when they decided it would be fun to watch myself and the house slave get intimate with each other. It was really fun licking and sucking each other while the men watched, and enjoyed the show…Master looking on, very pleased with our performace…proud of training us as well as he had. Eventually it turned them on enough, that we were then ordered to become suck-slaves again, and we spent the next few hours rotating between all of them, our mouths, throats and necks sore from the constant sucking and throat fucking. I had to give these guys credit though, none of them came…we sucked and sucked – they held back to enjoy it…they were in no rush to cum. We sucked them while they ate dinner, and hung out afterwards. By then they were all quite riled up as you can imagine. The cane came out – and still several days later have big long red welts running across my entire body…marks of pride and obedience to my Master. They laced into me harder than they should’ve…I should’ve called my safe word, but I was beyond determined to make Master proud. The beating felt like it lasted forever…I saw the house slave (who does not undergo such beatings) cringing out of the corner of my eye watching the harassment to my body. I literally could not move after the beating, I was so sore…my face was a mess of makeup from gallons of tears flowing freely down my face.

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Life as a Slave

The life of a slave is degrading and humiliating, by nature. Not having a choice to do what you want, as well as what you do not want to do. When I saw these pictures from ForbiddenEast.com I simply could not help but resist posting about them. They made me feel at home…when I saw them, I related to them on an extremely deep level. Life as a slave is all about having one’s mind broken – to become something less than human, at least for Master and I, and many BDSM couples we know.

This poor Japanese slave is bound and put outside to be hosed down by her Master. Her pussy and asshole suffer under the obviously cold and powerful stream of the hose. Her humanity is lost in the humiliation, her pain is obvious. I’ve felt such similar abuse, such similar degradation…the psychology behind this simple act goes a long way to breaking the slave’s very mind. Using acts such as this, the slave is effectively being trained to understand and believe that they are no longer on the same level, or equal to other people.

Giving away the equality may come willingly at first, it did for me – but at one point, human survival instinct kicks in, and at that point, the loss of equality, the belief in equality must be taken forcefully. It’s not an easy process, it wasn’t even for me – who is completely and absolutely submissive. Only through extreme acts of pain, humiliation, and degradation can you break down the mind, and then build it back up as the Master sees fit. If you click the “More…” link below you’ll see more pictures from this gallery – you’ll see at the end that the Master shoves her back in the dirty, effectively making her dirty again – I believe psychologically that he is training her to understand that she is always dirty, she is always at his mercy and under his control – that she cannot be clean of his ownership. She is left there cold and shivering in the dirt, coming to the realization that she is sub-human…she is an owned object, a slave.

These are huge themes in the Japanese BDSM culture. Absolute submission, and not simple “playtime” are a recurring theme. ForbiddenEast.com in my opinion did an amazing job of making me very aware, both through the thousands of pictures and videos, but also through the huge library of literature they have contained within the Members Area. It made me feel so very at home, and comfortable – because I was in a place I knew I belonged. They have so much content there that has never been seen anywhere else, except perhaps in the Japanese underground. This is the first site that showcases this particular massive amount of content to a non-Japanese audience.

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Japanese Shibari Bondage

An absolutely wonderful gallery from the fantastic ForbiddenEast.com – an absolutely astounding site that I really haven’t spoken much about. BDSM in Japan is really quite extraordinary. It can be very different, yet very similar to BDSM in the Western World, however there is something really special about it. The art of Shibari bondage is world renowned and can reach extreme levels of complexity. Shibari Masters are artists with rope. They turn their slaves into living pieces of art that are so beautiful it blows my mind.

Do yourself a favor and check out Forbiddeneast.com – trust me, you will not regret it!

You Spoke. We Listened! A Night of Self Bondage Punishment

As you can read in this post – I made a mistake when I setup the forums on my website. You can read the post to find out what I did wrong, but basically – it was pretty stupid. Master gave me a bit of a beating for it, but as you can read in the post, some readers did not think that was sufficient. Master has already made me kneel on many evil things. Including bottlecaps – so he decided to go with something a little new, and definitely still grueling.

Self bondage is one of the most brutal things a slave can be made to do, in my opinion. Why? Because it goes against the very core of our human survival insticts. Sure, my survival insticts should technically get me as far away from my Master who abuses me physically and mentally on a daily basis – but, somehow it’s different than that. I love my Master, as most of you well know – and I love his abuse. I live to serve him. But for one reason or another it’s a completely different story when I’m made to punish myself.

Drawing inspiration from some of these images, Master has made me replicate them myself. It was not an easy task – I wake up sore many mornings, from my hours of being in intense bondage almost every day, but this morning when I woke up it was especially bad due to the grueling position you see to the left. The difference is, I am extremely flexible. From the years of intense bondage, Master has molded my body into something he refers to as a piece of art when I’m tied up. I’d be a great gymnist, I’ll tell you that! With the sole of my foot actually touching the back of my head (as you see this fine slave is attempting to do in the picture to the left) – my arms holding it in place…I remained in that position for well over an hour…it may have been two, but I completely lost track of time. We went through 3 candles…slowly dripping onto my chest, often dribbling down to the tender skin on my stomach – my pussy screaming in pain from the clothespins having been on for far-too-long, my pussy lips stretched to the max as the strings pulled them apart on the clothespins. I’ve undergone far worse torture, and far worse bondage – but I could not slump and let my limbs and flesh be held by bondage. I had to hold it there myself – and about 20 minutes into the position – I realised…I was doing this to myself. It was a whole new level of submission…I was not being held by any bondage…I was being held by the mental command that Master has over me. This is why I believe it’s one of the most brutal things a slave can be made to do. Also, relevent is that Master is far too much of a sadist for the wax to build up on my body – thereby protecting it from further wax. He would peel it off every few minutes, so that every new drop fell on exposed tender already burning skin.

Follow me After the break to see the second Self Bondage Position!

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Purposely Misbehaving in BDSM

I’m going to share a little secret with you guys since Master already knows my vices. Sometimes I get bored of being a perfect little slave bitch. Sometimes Master will go two weeks without punishing me because I am doing such a good job and also because he’s just terribly busy. Two weeks without one rough spank or BDSM session! So what do I do to ensure that I get some extra attention whether it be good or bad? I purposely misbehave. Last week, I was ironing Master’s dress shirts because he was going on a weekend business trip. As I was ironing I thought about things that I could do to make him pay more attention to me so I burned his shirts…each and every one. I just held the iron on each of them until there was a beautiful black imprint of the iron on each one. As I was doing it I felt really good about it. I felt like I was releasing some anger and frustration but once I was done hanging them up, (and yes I hung them up to make sure he would only see them once he started to pack his bag), I started to feel scared. I knew Master would be angry with me and after all of his BDSM training, the fear of displeasing him runs strong through to my very bones. But I did it anyways and when he came home that day I didn’t say a word. I waited, never knowing when he was going to see the ruined shirts. Not even knowing whether he would punish me before he left or when he got back. The anxiety alone was almost worth my little misdeed. What I did not expect was my punishment. I misbehaved against him, mischievously, to get some attention but what Master had waiting for me was something I thoroughly did not want.

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Goddess Starla Makes “Porn”

Goddess Starla is so successful as a domme, in my opinion mainly for one reason. Creativity. She doesn’t put up with any bullshit from her slaves. As most of you know – she lives in 24/7 lifestyle female led marriage with her sissy husband Randy. They document it all on their site Femdombride.com which is a wonderful site that I’ve spoken a lot about before (as they are personal friends of Master and I, as well.)

On this particular occasion Goddess Starla went to visit some friends and make some real “porn” for a change. Because Femdombride.com isn’t really porn – it’s really a documentary of their lifestyle, she thought it’d be fun to do some actual “scenes” and to be honest – they turned out great. I’ve posted about it before (check it out here) – and I thought you guys would enjoy seeing a whole sample gallery of the event. Of course the gallery inside the member’s area consists of about 10 times as many pictures, but this is a nice little sample for you guys to enjoy!

Follow me after the break to see the gallery!

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Tokyo Bondage Slaves

There’s a reason that Japanese rope bondage is so popular in today’s BDSM communities; it is such a beautiful art form as well as an excellent means of inflicting torment on a person. I’ve been getting back into looking around the net for BDSM artwork and I came upon this site called TokyoSlaves.com which just blew me away with their intricate bindings and suspensions. There’s nothing hotter than a tiny flexible Asian chick hanging upside down from a spiderweb like array of ropes. I’ve only had the pleasure of being suspended like this a couple of times but I still remember the feeling of utter helplessness as I hung there, unable to do anything but make my body sway ever so slightly. And even then, I didn’t want to move, because every movement would force the ropes to tug a little bit tighter around me. Each time I experienced this type of Hentai Bondage though, I reached a sub space mind frame in no time. There’s something that is comforting about being bound so tightly and hanging from a ceiling, unable to do anything but to give into the pressure of the ropes, the sensation of feeling almost weightless as your limbs start to slowly go numb.

The intense bondage that these girls go through on TokyoSlaves.com is not only extremely hard to do, unless you are a rope expert, and beautiful but also intensely demanding on the slaves. I love browsing this site and seeing just how far they are able to push their slaves and what kinds of creative torture techniques they combine with their rope bondage sessions. If you like seeing slutty slaves suspended in all kinds of positions and bound tightly so that their skin is marked for hour afterwards than I suggest checking out the free picture gallery that I’m posting right under here! Of course, although these pictures are gorgeous there’s nothing like seeing this Bondage art done in a video!

CLICK HERE TO SEE THE FULL BONDAGE GALLERY!

Hot Sauce Tongue Torture

Hey guys, I just wanted to say that I hope you all had good holidays and a great New Year. I for one had a really good time, Master took me out to a great New Years Fetish party where I was at the end of my leash all night long by his side.  I’ve never so proud to be at his feet  as I was that night and  i think Master was never pleased with me as well since he even allowed me to have some champagne at midnight. But I’ll have to give you guys all those details another day because what I really wanted to share with you today is Goddess Starla’s visit to Wastelan. Goddess Starla was at Wasteland over these past holidays to shoot some porn with them. I have to say that watching her dominate Chelsea Chainsaw was everything that I could of possibly hoped for. I really enjoyed seeing Goddess Starla use hot sauce as a form of punishment on poor little Chelsea’s tongue that was forced to stick out because it was tied with chopsticks. And even though I really like watching this and seeing Chelsea drool a waterfall of spit because of the intense pain her tongue was in, I am still glad that Master has never done anything like this to me. I’m such a pansy when it comes to spicy food, seriously, even spicy BBQ chips are sometimes too much for me! You might think this punishment was a bit harsh but if you happen to watch the video then you realize just how misbehaved Chelsea was as she was caught wearing her Mistress’s clothes and neglecting her chores. All in all it was not a good day for Chelsea but Goddess Starla sure seemed to enjoy seeing her slave endure her creative punishments.

CLICK HERE TO GO TO WASTELAND.COM AND SEE THE FULL EXTENT OF THIS PUNISHMENT!